I'm happy that I'm done with moping over the recently concluded ES 11 2nd long exam... Ten minutes left before passing our papers, I wrote random stuffs on some answer sheets that I didn't really use and have kept.
I'm gonna waste some paper. My head is hurting badly! Help me! [Japanese]Why bother? I should've taken BS Biology instead of my current course. All this math and physics is making me want to puke. Even if everything's laid out in a silver platter1, I think I would never really enjoy a meal of numbers, sines and cosines, more so moments and couples. Now that I mention this, I really am amaze with dad. Having lived the prime of his youth during a time when internet and all this gadgetry is not really a student's necessity, he still became what he hoped to become, a licensed civil engineer. I can only imagine his hardship. Guess what, I'm ashamed just by giving this a thought.Can you call this a soliloquy?
I once wrote in this blog that "I shouldn't be fazed by failures". It seems that I'm not doing a good job on making that happen. Minutes ago, I finished watching Meet the Robinsons. Once again, I found myself face to face with the words I used to hang onto a lot -- not giving up even with all the obstacles... Surely, I need to keep moving forward.
1Silver platter does not pertain to easy academic life. That wouldn't be UP if it were. I was pertaining to technology and stuffs along that line.
Labels: Angst, Emo, Life, Reality 101, UP
